Now that time has passed, I of course remember well the emotional turmoil that accompanied me after our break-up.
But while being perhaps less naive now, I am no longer too pessimistic.
Just being able to live in this world to me is a learning experience, because I feel that my life is full of lessons and I believe that it takes lessons to learn in life.
I feel that I have learned to understand learning more and to also understand the value of learning.
I got out of the shower, dried and dolled myself up.
I ignored my cognizance and continued scrubbing my body.
Despite the great time that we had together, this ending of our relationship was in no need of talk.
Earlier, when we had petty quarrels words channeled negative emotions, but this time words suddenly turned into the irreversible verdict.
As I get older I can comprehend subject matters more than I could ever do before.
I am learning to be more serious and I find myself not taking life for granted anymore.